So, the boyfriend thing lasted one minute. My ex is back in the picture even with the distance separating us. He is like a drug.
As of February 14, I have a boyfriend. We had a super cute valentines it was addorable.
Today the 15… My ex was texting me. I told him I like my boyfriend and we shouldn’t talk. He told me he likes his girlfriend but he likes me more and he can’t let go of me.
I saw my bf tonight and on the way home I was really quiet and I was thinking maybe were moving too fast and maybe I’m not ready to be in a relationship and jump into something and get hurt again. Then he was holding my hand and he said
“oh hey what are you doing,
oh you know just driving my girlfriend home, you?
Nothing I’m sad and lonely.
Well that sucks maybe we should get you a blow up doll.”
He’s just adorable and so sweet and he says the nicest things and I am crazy about him, I’m just scared. Today he said this to me “You’re amazing and sweet and cute. It’s perfect. You’re perfect.”
This is the start to an awesome month! Im slowly figuring out my career and making those choices Annd I’m just so happy! I really like my new city and I’m having so much fun. Last week I went to dinner with a sweet guy, who I think is into me. I also went out with this other guy who took me to his favourite coffee shop and then tonight we went for a drink.. I think they were dates I’m my really sure. He texted me right after to tell me he had a fun time and asked me out again which is super sweet. He’s kind of older though and has an ex wife.. Which is kind of a big deal I think… Welll see
My blog makes me laugh so much I love that I can remember nights I’ve forgotten and see the past through my own words/eyes. Everyone should do a blog.
Dancing at the club is something I think very one looks silly doing. No matter how hot you are or how good you are I just think white people dancing at the club looks ridiculous. However, when your drunk enough I see it can be kind of fun. Last night we went to a bar for a bit then walked soo far to get to this club. It was fun. I’m not really that interested in having a bunch of guys grind up on me.. But it was an alright night. We got invited to a hot tub party and to another after party by a guy that looked like jesus. I picked up a French guy who was cute and had a dreamyy accent. However on the walk home all he told me about what how in France he is a bar tender and never has to do any work to pick up girls. We got back to my place and l got a phone call from the married guy that tried to pick us up with his two friends a couple weeks ago. So I naturally gave the phone to my girlfriend and kept talking to the cute frenchie.. However he proceeded to show me all the numbers of girls he has and tell me how in France girls pick him up and buy him drinks etc. he was like it is not like that here, I don’t like it! Lol! Made me want D even more. Who texted me today and told me I looked pretty on our date (on Thursday) and he told me he really likes my eyes and he told me I had nice hair. Awwwe. Ommmg so the married guy was like dirty talking to my girl friend and wanted her so bad and told us he was going to touch himself while thinking about us, I guess it’s not cheating but I’d be mad if my husband dirty talked to girls he met at a bar!
E2 picked me up from the airport.. We went back to my place.. Fooled around.. Nothing special. He spent the night and had a meeting at 9am so when I woke up he was gone. This is the first time I’ve ever had a guy “sneak out” on me! It was weird waking up to an empty bed, but he texted me later and said he hoped he didnt wake me, which was sweet of him.