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Well. Tonight A told me he told his friends he’s been hanging out with a girl who makes him laugh, and he wants crazy bad and is basically just amazing and they made fun of him because he doesn’t usually get like this about girls and he’s usually an ass to them. Im the one being an ass! I told him from the start I don’t want a boyfriend, I just want to date and have fun. He seemed totally cool with it and not a douche who just wanted to have sex and not be friends at all, noow I’m prolly going to hurt him, already. Honestly thought I’ve heard those lines so often, I’m over them.

 

Single life:)

I guess it’s been a couple weeks that I’ve been single and I’ve been out with a few guys, because why not? Soo I plan to blog daily, or when something eventful happens but to catch you up to speed… There’s B he’s really sweet and a little chubby and makes me laugh a lot. He says he wants to be friends who have sex, but he doesn’t like seeing more than one girl at a time… Hmm. Then there’s L who I rebounded hard with and slept with. He’s a nice guy, he’s funny too, the sex was ok. He texted me 2 weeks after we hooked up… Hmm. Then there’s G who I am completely totally crazy about already. We had an amazing weekend together that was so awesome and fun. Then he moved away for work, for an unknown amount of time. I told him I’m definitely not ready for a boyfriend yet and he said that was ok but he wasn’t going to sleep with/see other girls. But he was someone I was definitely interested in and could see myself dating seriously, maybe it’s just because I can’t have him? I went out tonight with another guy, he was cute-ish and we had fun but I’m thinking there was just a friend vibe which is ok cause he seems to have a different life style than me. Speaking of friend vibes! I hung out with this total hottie who I def just got friend vibes from, until we exchanged some steamy texts. I’m definitely interested in seeing where that goes! I’m kinda caught up the most on G, but I just think it’s not smart to get so into someone, especially someone who is far and I dunno, he seems smooth and experienced, Im not sure I can trust him yet. BUT sticking in the title of my blog, if I think like a boy I wouldn’t give much more thought to G and I would go out and have fun and do my thing until he’s around or something happens.