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JB drama

Oh this is golden. In a matter of 21 days JB and I have gone from

Romantic sweet date night, including cute kisses and butterflies

He says he doesn’t want a commitment

We talk about getting hot and heavy

I loose interest, think about getting serious with A, tell JB it isn’t going to work

3 days of texts and calls from him begging me to give him another chance, he likes me, he’s crazy about me, he never wanted just sex, please please see him again

…a week of awkwardish friendly texts, to not talking much at all

Then today! I asked him some advice on stuff he works with and say we should grab coffee if he’s free one night… He declines

He has met an amazing women hes soo into.

Gosh guys are unreal, it doesn’t upset me that he met someone, it is lame he doesn’t want to be my friend. It makes me question that finding “the one” is really possible. He and I could be together right now seeing if we like each other and finding out what could happen between us. Instead he’s out falling inlove with the next girl he laid eyes on. it’s so weird to me

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Posted by on May 11, 2011 in Uncategorized


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Boy free week…

So my ex said I should come up next week when his parents are out of town, so I’m writing this update on the guys I’m seeing at the moment, I’m going to not go out with them and talking minimally to them for a week or so, and in 2 weeks, after I’ve seen my ex and processed that info I’m sure I’ll be in a totally different place.

Well start with A who I am still totally into and we had a few cute dates, I like him a lot but I know we wouldn’t work as a couple, he’s so different than me and he was always saying “if your still around….” so lame, making me feel expendable. We are currently not talking, he doesn’t want to be friends til I decide I want to date him. Lol.

Then theres G who is still away and I haven’t seen him in a month… He’s soo sweet and cute though, always texting me and he actually opens up and tells me his feelings, he texts me and tells me how cool and awesome I am and how much he likes me. This boy is pretty much everything I want.

Thenn there’s B who still booty calls me allll the time, I’m yet to go see him again yet.

Also L who I swore off as of 2 nights ago… But well see. Lol

M is a hottie that I’m kinda into, not much to report with him though, he’s totally cool has a wicked job and goals in life.. A dateable guy for sure, maybe another date on the way, after my boy break.

There’s J who wants to go on a date, he jokes about buying me flowers and diamonds, such a charmer. Hahahahah I tried unsuccessfully to set him up with a friend, he wasn’t into her. Boo.

And JB who I blew off the other night cause I was sick, I felt bad. He is a sweetie, but nothing is happening there.

Annnd hottie cop! Who wanted to hangout this week but I was busy. I definitely want to hangout with him BUT as nothing more than hopping in bed…

xo j

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Posted by on May 4, 2011 in Uncategorized


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Date night:)

Soo JB and me hit it off amazingly and we had a lot of fun, he was sweet and romantic. We went for drinks then a walk. it started raining on the way back and he held my hand and kissed my cheek. He was really sweet. We kissed a bit. Then we were outside of my house and I was getting ready to say goodbye. He told me he definitely doesn’t want any commitment but itd be cool if we could fool around. Which we didn’t. this was interesting though, I was on the other side of this conversation tonight. I’m up for it but I feel that it would be kinda sucky if I was hoping for more. I feel bad for the guys I’ve said that to I guess. But it’s best to be up front and honest from the start which I think I am. But I can understand it sucks. I love first dates and when they say it’s a date, it always makes me smile, I guess it’s all the possibilities and excitement.

K however was definitely not my type. He didn’t laugh or smile the entire time. I dunno well see if he texts me again I might hang out with him as friends…

I have fake nails on today, this post took 3283 minutess longer than it would have without them lol I also bought a super cute new bra I love bra shopping.

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Posted by on April 20, 2011 in Uncategorized


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So I wrote a long post updating on my weekend.. It was kind of boring so apparently it didn’t save correctly to spare you from being bored! I cancelled my date for Saturday he was so over whelming and pretty much planning our wedding, before the first date. It’s Monday night and he’s texted me like a million times, telling me I’m really missing out. Hes coming off as desperate, which is never attractive.

In other news, A wants to be friends, with benefits. No strings attached. So that’s cool well see how that goes, I kinda miss hanging out with him it’s been a while since I’ve seen him.

L texted me, my rebound booty call from a while ago. He told me he had an incredible time when we hung out and he wants to see me again. Today he text me and told me he was thinking about me, cute right. Well then we got a little steamy, talking about the night we spent together and he apologized for the size of his penis! Ugh omggg this is nuts. I actually enjoyed what we did and he had a nice penis, his lack of confidence totaaally kills it for me. I feel like maybe I can boost his confidence a bit.. Might fun to try!

G is back in the picture. I have such a weakness for this guy! Ugh! I can’t decide if I want him because I can’t have him right now, or what. But he’s definitely caught my interest. He should be moving home in a couple weeks, then we can hangout and see how it goes, I’m really excited. He’s really sweet and I know I can trust him if we decide to be together. He’s basically going to decide how my summer goes… Single super fun girl, summer fling with a hottie or maybe the start of a wicked relationship? Who knows but in the mean time I’m going to have a lot of fun…

I went out with a guy tonight, I’m totally just into being friends. Weve known each other for a while but he seems like maybe interested in more… Blah. Well see how it goes, were hanging out Wednesday after work.

Tomorrow I have two dates.. Both are new guys. Drinks with JB in the afternoon, were in college so why not? And K and I are seeing a movie later that night. First date kisses? Update tomorrow night!


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Posted by on April 19, 2011 in Uncategorized


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